I spend my day go down to Bukit Merah Electronic shop to change my dvd player. I given auntie Jean a call. I told her that i entered Lasella SIA. She ask me to remember download what ever thing that i need to get into the school and fill it up. So i decided when i come back hme and i should call the school and ask. What do i need to hand it in and whai don't have too. So actually thy told me that i need to hand it in before 4 july and i will get the confirmation is reserve fo me. So i was so worry. I called Portia and alsoasked my sister whether today will i be able go to her home and do everything. So i could bring it down as soon as possible. My sister say she will called me when she reach home then i will go over. Until now is even 9pm i still did not get her call. Hope she won't forget. Me today hae beenut for ahile and also seat on computer doing some design on my own cards. I design two. One is for Auntie Mew Leng birthday card and the other is fo the fun of designing. I am not finsh with Mew Leng card cause i did not know whether to put Happy Birthday or A verse from the bible. Oh, no i just remember that i did not call my office and say i could not go back today. Hei.... How am i suppose to tell them tomorrow. I feel so bad. I should do it since this morning i wakes up. I als feel like checking email but my ouse don't have internet line. I have to save up and pay if i want to have internet. Where can i get that money. I got to pay for handphone bill too. Maybe in the starts was wrong to get my own handphone line. Maybe really put in trust in the lord that he will give way to it. And the other thing is i old auntie susie a big some of money for the computer. I am like with lots of debts. Hei... God i pray that you will find ways out for me. I know only you csn help me. I know god is good all the time. I pray all this in Jesus Name. Amen! Thank you...
I don't understand him any more. He always do thing to hurt me. I am just wonder whether do i still trust in him. I am like giving out hope in him already. He always makes me happy in some ways and discourage me another ways. I HATES HIM........ Example sunday he alot me to do well on first service and after performance he let me fall down and i not able to perform in the next services. I could only see other to perform. And the next want is he allow me to get into Laselle SIA and now doesn't allow me to apply my CPF. Now i even find if i send in late i may not get a place. Portia reach as the same what i thought. Now i only could apply tomorrow. And had to wait the next day to get the reply from the CPF. Is like wasting time lor... Can you juz tell me whether can i get in. Can stop making me worry. I doesn't want to be like same in NAFA. Wait till so long then give me answer was NO. I hates that lor. Who can tell me that can i get in? I do felt Portia only cares for other people. No longer cares for me anymore. Why? On sunday she even say i behave like a kids. She just doesn't know what am i thinking. How can she start judging me what am i thinking. I am like going crazy with people around me. I don't want to stay in this place anymore.
dance seeker Appoint the Lord
Fynn
God's worshipper Jesus' warrior
dance ministry
As i am bought into this minstry since 2006 March.This minstry is called Touch Dance Minstry. A new minstry and new friends that i make. Life has change in this new minstry. Has show me that i had more friend outside who i
can hang out with. As this group of friend that i am close with had develop me to LOVE board game. I enjoy the time spending with them on thursday , saturday and also Sunday after church. We even had outing together. As we are the
most ON group. Times to practise hard we will practise and time to have fun we will have fun together. As now i learn to love them more. And is the time that i always looking forward too. I love you Touch Dance. As Touch Dance is
a place for me to dance without fear. I love you..
encouragements
I trust that god is always here taking care of all thing… I pray that God will bless team C and D enjoy every single of the member around… Do continue walk close with god… And be a Gods’ worshipper and Jesus Warrior!!
Goals
To ask BIG , Look FAR and Pray hard. As this year goals for me is to be a warrior of Light and train well for my technical skill for dance.
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