Sunday, July 30, 2006
Yoyo... Today is such a day fill with full of joy. Today team C is the team perform and praising the lord. Although i feel a bit worry . We did better than the pervious want. My heart feel with joy to perform. We are the group of people who have train hard together. After practising for 1 month. We did a group job. I think we are the most activity group. Pastor Joel seldom praising people who did well. If he say is good mean we are really good. Today i did not injurice myself. I praise god fpr that. I feel so happening. I feel cool that i could able to complete two services. Although my team was a bit tent up but i am sure we can do better than that. After second service of worship we went back to the Star room 1 and change. After changing i thot i will onli alone eating lunch so i feel sian. Later awhile Cecelia ask me to join her for lunch. I call my CG leader there went to bugis for lunch. Ended up i know Linda is also having lunch. So i decide to eat lunch with them. And we have a good time chit chatting with Linda. We also help her a bit thinking whether how she should tell her boss about some stuff. And noot long Teresa came and join us. So we even feel excited to chat more. After sometime Cecelia them decided to go Karaoke and i am suppose to go Art friend to get stuff. Doesn't want my dearest sister seating alone lonely so i also had time i decide to seat with and chat. Whike chatting also waiting for her CG leader to come out. We had a god time togther. Oh.. 2nd service finally over. They decide to go Marcca Express to have lunch. Her CG leader say we could join them. So we have another good time chatting with her CG leader Wendy, Nancy, Linda.. After the cell over. Wendy had to go back and rest. Nancy meeting her friends. So linda decide to wait for her brother. Wendy ask me whether want to company Linda i say ok.. We seatting and chat whether am i getting job. Jie was very concerning about me. I say i want. So i even share a bit abt my work place that i dosn't like to work with my client. AI think most of the time I am talking. I love to chat wit linda. I am so happy to be with her. She is such a sweet sister of mind. I thank God for creating such wonderful sister in my life. Thank you God.
6:35 AM!Y
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Ya.... I feel so greatful to our God. As the incrediable of the hillsong. Pastor paul actually show us a video abt David wong had using the galaxy, star planet to share with us. How small are we on earth. And also had told us the important that we are living for him but not ourself alone. As i feel it had really wake up my mind that in dance minstery and also every sunday we went to worship the lord is not our duty to do it but its what i am doing for our great God giving him the great glory. I have been losing my way why do i follow god for. Pass few sunday i go church with a empty heart. I feel so hurt and like crying but i was not able to explore with tears. My mind could not able come myself down to worship him by thinking of other thing. I did not dare to come back to face our great god. I had a tuff time. but what yesterday Pastor Paul share how did he gone through every sunday is to finish service as soon as possible and would able to relax. I feel a bit the same way too. I am just confussing myself. We should come with a still heart to honor him and also worship with whole hearted. I doesn't sure myself and also did not know what is going on in my life. Yesterday he actually mension about how great is our god and he make us come before him and bow down on our knee. He want us to confess everything that we are sinning against him . Telling him to come into us and fill our heart with LOVE and JOY. Even giving us the time to send with him saying I LOVE HIM. Telling him how great is he. I even think i am no longer big. We even shout for victory that praising him. Even HALLU JAH... God is so awesome. He giving me with a great bright light again. I felt with so much Joy and sunday i would able go church freely performing andpasing him but not other one else. I am going with a greatful heart but not and empty heart. I feel the joy to worship him. I even feel excited to meet him in worship. I am not ging to worry whether did i able to dance but to worship him greatly... I thank God for all this experince in life. I love you lord......
12:36 AM!Y
Part 1
MAN IS EVERYTHING AND NOTHING Psalm 8
When I consider your heavens...,what is man that you are mindful of him...? (vv.3,4)A STORY IS TOLD OF A MAN WHO DIED and found himself in a strange place. He enquired where he was, but was asked instead where he came from. When he said Earth, no one had ever heard of it. He was referred to a public library where he might locate Earth and perhaps find his bearings. For hours, he searched through the volumes of reference works. He finally found Earth: it was listed as one of the millions of planets in the galaxies.Such a story cannot but raise the question, "What is man?" The samequestion confronted the shepherd boy David as he lay on his back pondering beneath the starry night sky. However, the way the question is asked makes a world of difference. "What is man?" may be an expression of scorn, or it may be an exclamation of wonder.The estimate of man often leans towards one of two opposite errors. Some over-estimate man, and extol him above God. If so, we do well to remember how small man is. If we would spend more time looking upwards into the vast expanse of the heavens, we would be less arrogant about ourselves.The other mistake is to under-estimate man, and to consider him no more than dirt, a chance collection of atoms. Then we need to remind ourselves of how God sees man. To David, the minute size of man relative to the universe calls for, not scorn, but wonder. That the infinitely greater Creator should think of and care for the infinitesimally lesser creature calls for joyful amazement.Man may be insignificant when judged by size, but when God places value on him by giving him attention and dominion, size becomes irrelevant. Thus when the psalmist asks "What is man?", it is nothing short of a gasp of wonder, an outburst of praise to God.MAN IS EVERYTHING WITH GOD, AND NOTHING WITHOUT HIM. David Wong Let me add one more line.. 'For God so love the world that He gave His one and only son. That whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life' - John 3:16
12:33 AM!Y
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Today was my second day in school. I feel so excited. And when we will be introduce to our course. Today i thought i was late then i took a cab to school. Then arrive my school i did not even check whether did i have all my stuff i just left the cab. I tink if i am wrong i drop my phone in the cab. That goes my phone. I was very upset. Then when i found my phone was late that was two hour later. I am so sad. I try to call my phone but it was off. When i know its off my phone that it. Now i without a phone. Why am i so careless. I amso sad, and i know when i reach home if i tell my mum she will sure scold. I got scolded from my mum and dad. Coz of that my mum and dad had a quarrel. After that i decided to get the bag that i went to harbourfront and its like out of stock. Today was a bad day. Everything doesn't go my way. so sick..
8:50 AM!Y
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Today is a Saturday. I was not having a very good day today. I think today is a bad day. I actually wake up late this morning. I wake up about 12 noon. I feel so tired. When I wakes up my mum had just finish from work and have just arrived home. She went to bath. After bath she rest for awhile. She asks me whether I want to have lunch with her. I think for awhile. Since I start work until now I don’t have time to company her for breakfast or lunch. Whether I come back she is already asleep. And I was also very busy for church stuff. So we went to eat. After eating I went home to keep clothes. I bath and prepare to go library to look for some books on handmade cards. I borrowed four books. About that. I had browsers through. I stay in library until 3.45pm. I also make a replacement of my card. After that I gave Aunt Mew Leng a call. Asking whether she would be able to come and pick me at bukit merah library. So she talks to uncle kok wah for awhile. They decided to come and pick me in twenty minutes time. So ask me wait outside Watson. I waited. And she came and picks me to sunshine plaza and collects the banner and my paid. I was angry with Uncle Robert that he never responsible with the thing he promise me to help me do. He told me that the die cutter is spoil. And my file has lost. I am sure it was a lie. So I get angry ad when to talk to auntie. So he asks me to give him the file again and he will help me print. I gave him the file. He say wait for half and hours. So aunt mew leng and uncle kok wah agree to wait. We went for lunch and came back it wills still printing. And I help to laminate it. After that we cut the part where doesn’t want. He says is wasting the lamination so wanted to add another 8 dollar. I did not feel right. I just thinking that if in the first place he has say 14 dollar was for the size. It must add the lamination already. And is we are the want who waste it why do we have to add another 8 dollar. I mean if that amount is for that then why we have. After added that we have to pay 22 dollar. I did not mention anything much I say we will only going to pay 20 dollar. He agrees with it. I mean in the place he has wasted my time. After collect it. Uncle Kok wah given me a lift to bugis village where I wanted to go. I want to go there and get a pair of long pants and also a bag. After get what I want is about 6 plus so I decided to go to take Mrt to Novena wants to go LST party. It was the last party. I thought Faith will be coming but ended me alone was keep looking and waiting for citivision friends. No one from citivision came. Until going to the end Pat came. I was like lucky still got her. If not I am going to go bore. Cause I also don’t know what to do. After the party I went home. So I give Aunt Kelyn a SMS and ask them wait for me. I want to take show. Ended recorded title La Femme Desperado and taken The bites bitter. So know I got no show to watch. Sian….
7:46 PM!Y
Thursday, July 13, 2006
During the week I had looking forward to 2 things that is today and also tomorrow. I can dance appoint the lord again. I am also excited about tomorrow too. It will be my last day working in the Isuccess Solution. I want give glory to god that he had put me in a wonderful company working with my boss with no much stress and also allow me to learn them. A bit doesn’t want to leave the company. Although today I did not have a good time with Hhsan. I hope it would not affect my friendship with her. Maybe since the start when also working with Roger she did not like me so much. I learnt that I can’t sanctify everyone but only God himself. When working after way I keep looking at the time where passes is so slowly. I am looking forward to pass time faster is also hopping to go to dance. Also to meet the rest of the dancer in TC chapel. I am excited to see them also practice together. Haha… I am so excited. I blessed my friend with two bar of chocolate. I even given Linda a card to bless her and thank her so much. Being a nice leader and also been so patience with me. Although I learn thing very slow. I even pray that in days ahead I will be able to get to know her better. She felt so happy to receive that card I make for her. I am also happy to given her that wonderful card I had make. She had given me a huggie hug. After practice Cassandra announce that who ever want to leave can leave, who ever wanted to stay can stay and who ever want to eat can go and eat. When she says who ever want to eat can eat that is pointing us. Who always go and eat after dance. That is Carol, Cecelia, Linda, Cassandra, siew lian and me. Haha.. We are the one who eats together all the time. I felt that it make us more closes each time to be together. Praise the Lord
10:43 PM!Y
Sunday, July 09, 2006
It was a Sunday I felt so relax. Carol, Carol boyfriends, Cecelia, Theresa, Linda and me when to East Coast. We meet Poh Yan and her boyfriend there. We actually wanted to go east coast cycle and be in the beach. We would not able too. Because it was rainy day. It rain non stop. Ended we seated inside Mac Donald chit chatting and also went to Bowling centre and bowl. Some of us playing pool, some of us were bowling and some of us were playing Scrabble. I felt that I start to get closes to the group. At first I feel so funny to be with the mix group. Especially with Linda I feel I enjoy being with her. I had spent a great day with them. We decided to have more activities together. I think church friend are no longer boring. I also feel that I and part of the group. In the beginning I was the younger maybe I have not much thing to talk to them. I feel funny there. Now I feel better. Being the younger I am better taking care of. I am so excited each day that I am growing in this group. Linda is such a nice sister I know. I actually felt cool and want to thank her so much.
8:40 PM!Y
Monday, July 03, 2006
This morning I wake up very early. I went to Laselle SIA to hand in my CPF stuff. And had double confirmed that I will be able to study in that school. So Miss Farah told me yes. Asked me to wait for the orientation Letter to come to school for that day. After everything I decided to go down to Jurong. My aunt them haven’t went back to Malaysia. So I given my godpa a call. He says that they are going to eat breakfast I told him to go ahead. Because I am still Mountbatten Rd. So I would take sometime to reach they. I took a bus to Kallang MRT and took MRT to Boon Lay. It took me about 45 minutes to reach them. So I reach they early I decided to have my breakfast at Jurong Point then go over. I went to Mac Donald and have my breakfast. I took Big Breakfast. After that I have a slow walk back to my godfather house. When I reached there, they haven’t even reached. So I seated at the door outside waited patiently. I read a book for a while I decided to take out my laptop and watch the cartoon I have. While waiting I was watching. Not long they reach. We had a good time chit chatting and also had lunch together. I went with Aunt Jean and Uncle Jimmy. To get lunch for everyone. After lunch we have a chit chat until 2.30pm. We all send them off at jurong. I and Aunt Susie took a MRT back home. At first uncle Jimmy wanted to give us a lift. But aunt told them don’t need. That how I spend the day with them. When I reach Telok Blangah I went to VCD shop. I seated until 6pm and took a bus to harbourfront and meet my cell leader. We spend time eating dinner and had a chit chat.
5:40 PM!Y
Sunday, July 02, 2006
It was Sunday. I went to church. I had a time of worship god. After church I have lunch with my friends. We have a chit chat until 12pm. We decided to leave church. We all took an Mrt together. I took to Boon Lay and meet my relative the rest alight at city hall. I went to my aunt house and I know my mum was still sleeping. Hee.. So I had a chat with the rest of them. My mama look very roses and happy to see me there. Seeing her smile is so sweet. We have a chat. In the night we went to Boon Lay Rajar Restaurant and had a great dinner. I think is only when there are here then we got to eat good food. After dinner we went back to Auntie Jean house. Me, my godma, ah mui and Ah hao kor kor took us to street 52 and order chui kaui and bought some stuff. Aunt Jean went to my godma house and my mum and the rest went to Aunt Jean house. After a while we reach they will just saying. The adult had Karaoke and I was online. I heard my mama singing was very good. She is getting better. She could sing more than 4 songs. I can see that she enjoy singing a lot. We all enjoy you listening to her. That was a very great day
6:36 AM!Y
Saturday, July 01, 2006
We have nothing much. In the morning I went over and chit chats with them. And had a great talk and had a wonderful dinner at city. After dinner my godfather gives us a lift home and the rest went to jurong point and shopping. I came back I was very tired so I slept.
3:33 PM!Y
