Ya.... I feel so greatful to our God. As the incrediable of the hillsong. Pastor paul actually show us a video abt David wong had using the galaxy, star planet to share with us. How small are we on earth. And also had told us the important that we are living for him but not ourself alone. As i feel it had really wake up my mind that in dance minstery and also every sunday we went to worship the lord is not our duty to do it but its what i am doing for our great God giving him the great glory. I have been losing my way why do i follow god for. Pass few sunday i go church with a empty heart. I feel so hurt and like crying but i was not able to explore with tears. My mind could not able come myself down to worship him by thinking of other thing. I did not dare to come back to face our great god. I had a tuff time. but what yesterday Pastor Paul share how did he gone through every sunday is to finish service as soon as possible and would able to relax. I feel a bit the same way too. I am just confussing myself. We should come with a still heart to honor him and also worship with whole hearted. I doesn't sure myself and also did not know what is going on in my life. Yesterday he actually mension about how great is our god and he make us come before him and bow down on our knee. He want us to confess everything that we are sinning against him . Telling him to come into us and fill our heart with LOVE and JOY. Even giving us the time to send with him saying I LOVE HIM. Telling him how great is he. I even think i am no longer big. We even shout for victory that praising him. Even HALLU JAH... God is so awesome. He giving me with a great bright light again. I felt with so much Joy and sunday i would able go church freely performing andpasing him but not other one else. I am going with a greatful heart but not and empty heart. I feel the joy to worship him. I even feel excited to meet him in worship. I am not ging to worry whether did i able to dance but to worship him greatly... I thank God for all this experince in life. I love you lord......