hi... I am super sad with my family.. My sister after marry i really feel hard to see her.She don't even care about me. I am so like in need of help she also did not ask. And even entre lasalle for so long she doesn't even call and ask me how i am. And for my dad he doesn't have any money to give me for all my project. wat lor.. And my mum think that my church leader is my ATM . Is like why didn't i take money for my church leader. I am super sian with the family. Y did i leave and born in such family. I am so sick and tire... Can i just kill myself or stop studying. I am very tired lor... I need money... i am like going crazy everyday worrying... Why did i leave in the world. I am so sad... If can i really hope to kill myself and end my life. maybe i really should..... I HATES MYSELF...

10:20 AM!Y

haha... 2day is saturday.. I have never feel that weekend is such a relax weekend since i started sch.. Start school for a feel month already. I everyday onli rushing mu assignment. And now is a new term. So haven't got new assignment so i should enjoy the time. As now although i feel a bit worry and i try to get more rest now. If not when assignment come in i would not be able to get rest. Like today i actually suppose to go and do work. Ended i went to play basketball and after that i company friend to play bowling. So by the time i come back i am too tired.. So i went to rest.. And now i am super awake men... Today i am happy. I heard that my best friend is ok.. And she is going to continue to work for a future. I am happy for her. She and me had decided to work even harder the new term that coming. Hee... Now i wonder that my 3d we had to do touch up or leave it. I wonder end of the semster would we need to bring our work up again and improve on it.. Heee... I hope nt.. I really feel a bit lazy to touch on them. And is like if we have to do touch up then we would have more thing to do. then we will not able to have enough time to do term 2 work. haha that how i spend my day with a little of worry.

10:57 AM!Y

HEE.. i tink i had been struggling in school badly.. I wanna thank LInda, my team C and my cell leader who is spiritually supporting me and also praying for me. And now i can actually put down the struggle i have. As today i was able to pray then upset of my result. Although after class i went to orchard with classmates to relax. And i had told myself not to go for dance prastice today. Then i feel god calling me to go. And when my friend actually say you can't just dun go for 1 time ma. I felt that it like sudden wakes up. So i say no.. I should go... Hehe... So i went. Although is late. I did not really enjoy the practise today. Also because wondering should drop out from dance.. After that we are suppose to dance in group. I am no confident of myself. And worries other seeing my mistake.. So when kelvin them come back on time. He say that the assignment. I feel more stress. And i make more mistake. they did not say anything bad encourage me to jia you.. I am so glad. While waiting for pastor to come in and talk so kelvin actually sharing about three point. I was like to listen and asking myself should i talk to my jie.. Ended i did not. So kelvin turn and say carol had protential in dance. I feel happy but he called my name. I am worrie of he telling me bad thing about myself. And also coz this week i heard alot of bad omment about my work. So doesn't hope to bad thing of me in dance... But kelvin juz encourage me by saying i had to be more confident. I feel great. And when pastor share about to be dance in god everyday in any where. So i feel like mmm. i should not stop and i sense that god's saying to me. my dear child you should continue to be faith to me and i am here in control of everything in your life. I given everything in a purpose to prosper you and not to hurt you. when you live in me i will live in you... So i will bless you greater each day when you dance before me... And finally i got the message that god is going to bless me in tis sch wit a purpose and also in dance ministry. I tink i should press on then giving up so easily. And trust that god is here in control of my life... I give thank to the day i had. got the wonderful message from pastor. I feel so great now then sad.. I give glory to god. And when we dance that song "dance in the lord". I feel my heart wa not right and i would not enjoy praising him... it makes me to stand still before god and allow me to dance with no fear and with lot of feeling... I feel god is good. I wanna say I LOVE YOU LORD IN ALL MY LIFE<>>

12:02 PM!Y

eeeeeeeeeee......... Why life is so unfair.. Y people who is good ended in somehow bad.Hopefully everything will go fine. Hope to hear good news. As i hope we would able to touch the judges. I wanna tell him we are always here supporting you.

As for today i went to church. I was not early in church today. I went to the star room hope that everyone reach already. Ended i only see bags. That is linda's bag and 1 more of the friends bag.. So i leave my bag there and i came out and worship god myself. I saw 1 of the dances is infront so i went to join her. After worship i decided not to seat down but just went in to makeup and change. I thot is only the other gals is inside. Ended i open the door i saw my pretty jie jie Linda is inside already. So she told us that some of the step she had change it. We would like huh........... I told the other teamates we would here to worship god. After practise pastor went in and gives us a words. I am so happy. After awhile we get really. Then we went out to the stage and did a practise. I was keep looking for my cell leader. I did not see her. So i feel more stress. Then Carol came to tell me dun worry. I was like i am sure i can't remember the step. Later when i saw My CG leader my confident came back. I hope to do my best. I make it at last. hehe... After changing i went to look for my cg leader. I ask her where is she going. She is not sure. So i ask her whether she want the go with me. She say dun wan... Heee.. I tink she is shy...

We went for Dim sum buffet. We had a good time together. And we order alot of mind and Linda favourite. I always enjoy the time with them. I am the younger so i am well taking care off... Hehehe... haha... I told my jie jie... i dun have to pay for my dim sum. She ask me how come. I say my CG leader given me 50 buck... She say why are you always got lot of thing that people helping u. I am like huh... I then later she say you are so bless.. Your cg leader help u pay for your braces , internet bill and your aunt god u a laptop and desktop. And now she is paying your dim sum buffet.. Hehehe... Cass said to linda you go and ask wendy lah...We will like haha... I am bless... I love my dance family... Love all of you...

9:28 AM!Y

hello.. Let me show you some cool picture that i take in class...

See everyone is enjoying the dim sum buffet..

Teresa and me

7:29 AM!Y

Hey! It be about two month in school. At the start i get a long well with my classmates. And now i feel sometime there are hiding some stuff behind me. In time i really wondering whether am i too senscity or wat. I try not to care so much as i know is not within my control. Cause i know is only just friend. I am there to study. Why do i feel so trouble. In time i really wanna give up. I never know how am i going to study. I feel i could not catch up in work. I dunno whether to ask my friend or not. Until now 1 term is going to the end. I am not sure too. Am i like so lousy. I fell in the mess. Aiya... I dunno what is good for me.

And now i had not getting news from my aunt how is my uncle in taiwen who had done a trasplantation. Hope he is doing fine there. And hope to see him soon. For my the other two uncle who is paralyise and who had mental illness will take his medcine regularly. And their illness will be in control. So that will not make my grandaunt feel upset. As she had a weak heart. Even Know her heart is a little small electronic. I hope that she will take good care of herself. Stop worrying about her children. I know that is not easy to let her put down. So many of his son got so much problem. As she recently had a heart attack before so 1 of the batt is gone. And i heard from my aunt she is very weak. i gets more worries. She only left with 1 batt. I hope she will mange well. And taking care of herself. She is the person where i am most worries... I hope God would take good care of her. And for my the other uncle and auntie who has nose and breast cancer. Will heal in the name of Jesus. Although my aunt is almost finish her treatment. she is oging back to her work soon. As i hope everything will be in control. For my uncle not yet. I hope god will take care of them. I hope to hear good news from this auntie and uncle. As for the family of uncle i hope my aunt could mange well with the family. Is not easy to take care of a person who is sick and working in the same time. As the last time i meet her she had gone slim and her appearance look weak. I hope she will also take care of herself. As for the other aunt who has dyebities... She will take her medcine regulary to control and take lesson sweet and coconut stuff.

I really doesn't know what can i do for them. I tink i could only be here to give them spiritual support them and also praying for them. Although in time i really hope to be with them and giving them support. I tink becoz of study i can't be with them. I know god is with all the time helping me to take care of them I hope god will see this and bless my family who is sick. He will take good care of them. I hand all of then in the name of my father hands. I want pray over for my other family and relatives who is well. God had watch over them and blessing them with good health. will continue to be with them. I commit each and every single of them in the name of jesus. My wish is that people who is sick will get well soon and who is well will continue to be well. The rest i can reall borther.. That is only thing i need. Is a request to god that i know he is here. I will be much happy. Thank god for giving me this family and relative. I just want to let them know i am here and I LOVES EVERYONE OF THEM... I LOVES YOU FAMILY AND RELATIVES.... In jesus name i pray. AMEN!!!!

10:18 AM!Y

heeeheee.. did not have much to update. I am very happy that i could join today practise. I had a wonderful ganjiejie... who always had encourage me alot. I feel i am always taking care by my team friends. They are very nices friend. I am sure i got a good time with them. And this sunday we are going to dance for chinese services. Although we could not dance in the english want. I am sure we can also can be god worshipper. come to the front and worship him... Heehee... And is like the team of the song change last min so we hope that we could do it. Linda our team leader who is great and had come out a new carigrahy of the dance step. Is very nice... # cheerz for team C... I am proud of everyone here...

I am also very happy to hear that my favourite teacher who is back singapore.. I can't wait to meet him out... Oh... Men... I shall tell eveyone about it... Heee. I Am sure every1 will be excited. okie.. got to go back to work...

9:21 AM!Y

Today i was suppose to go for 2D class. Cause i am sick then i took a day mc. is so sian. And i suppose to do work. Ended eaten medcine io feel so tired. I went to sleep. I wakes up about 5 i am lazy to do work already. trying to do the 2d work.. Everyday life is not only study but doing work. So sian. I am going crazy. I even thought giving up from study. And cause i know behind me there is alot of my friend supporting me. I got my church family and my aunt.. I doesn't want to upset them so i should work extra harder... I had gone through the time i thot i could not make it. I am sure now i can. I had to face everything well. I am going to workworkwork... all the way to the end.

3:38 AM!Y

ermmm.... HAHA... I hope i could had time to update regularly. Coz of spending time in doing work and sometime i really feel lazy coz i come back frm church late... Yea.. As i am in sch more than a month i can't adapt into the place there. Maybe is also coz in ITE we are always so close to our lecturer. We don't treat them juz lecturer and we always treats everyone as friend. We are like a family. As my ITE friend is always so close to me. In here there is some stuff that people tell me. Is that i this is no longer ITE or secondary. I have to really depend on myself. I can't rely on my friend. Is like in there when did u rely on my friend i am also not sure. I am like... huh.. I ask some of my frenz did i really always rely on u. She say no. Is the most of time i rely on you u lor. For me is okie. People rely on me. So she even tell me that you are not a wonder women where always people alway rely on you. Sometime you also have to rely on other ma. As i always thot you go out there is relying on your friend and when you are at home you always rely on ur family. As i am close to some of them. Today was wonderful day, I actually able to do my 3D. I am glad abt it. I am going to ask stellah... hehee...

10:53 AM!Y

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As i am bought into this minstry since 2006 March.This minstry is called Touch Dance Minstry. A new minstry and new friends that i make. Life has change in this new minstry. Has show me that i had more friend outside who i can hang out with. As this group of friend that i am close with had develop me to LOVE board game. I enjoy the time spending with them on thursday , saturday and also Sunday after church. We even had outing together. As we are the most ON group. Times to practise hard we will practise and time to have fun we will have fun together. As now i learn to love them more. And is the time that i always looking forward too. I love you Touch Dance. As Touch Dance is a place for me to dance without fear. I love you..

I trust that god is always here taking care of all thing… I pray that God will bless team C and D enjoy every single of the member around… Do continue walk close with god… And be a Gods’ worshipper and Jesus Warrior!! To ask BIG , Look FAR and Pray hard. As this year goals for me is to be a warrior of Light and train well for my technical skill for dance.

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