Sunday is a day break..

I could not wakes up in the morning as the night before i sleep super late. I feel very tired in church services but trying hard to concernate and praising the lord i try to be feel with desire again. Through out the week i had use up my desire in doing project. Although i am not confident that i would able to finish. I would hope i could finish them. So working super hard each day to do the work. I am Most worry of my 3D i tink..

Don't want talk about that. As i need to go back to do work. Today my dearest sister was nt in services. Today i decided to join my cell. I was happy that i could go church. After service hoping we could go to bugis and had lunch as i also want to get some stuff... My leader say that they want to go Simei for lunch but was nt very happy with the deisicion makes. So i ask whether can we go to some other place for lunch. She say that she doesn't know why i dislike go there and eat. As i tink that everytime we go there. What i wanna eat also dun hv.. And i felt the food there is not nice.. I am sick and tired with the food there. She ask me this question that even i don't like can't i just follow the cell. I feel was nt the cell. She wanna follow the guys group that all. As that what i tink.

Like to day i eat mix rice. The rice is to sticky and the veg got funny taste and the sour fish got the curry taste. Is so aweful. Yekki... \

So she say is either i go or i don't. I really don't feel like going. She did not say anything much and she went to queue for the bus.. I am like blur blur standing there. That point of time she did not really cares about me anymore. So i feel super hurt...I thot she is no longer like last time. So decided to give her a call and ask her where is she, and thot of telling her that i go back for lunch.. I was upset and doesn't sure whether shld i tell her that. So i juz went over. We went there for lunch...

Actually the true is that my mum had cook lunch at home. Wanted me to ask my leader over for lunch. I just did not dare to tell her. As she is angry and I am upset. So i keep very quiet. I walk over did not even think of talking to her. So i talk to Hannah but ignore her for awhile. While in the coffee shop she talks to me and in sudden i felt my anger towards her is like gone. I could just talk to her.. Sometime i felt i am to soft hearted... Doesn't know whether is good or bad.

So after lunch she went to harbourfront with me and check my work to give me more idea what i should do for my project. After checking she went home and i went home to get some stuff and went down to the printing shop. After get what i wanna get i went back. I took a rest and eat what ever my mother had cook. At 7.30pm i went to meet Tracy and had company her for dinner. After that i came home and do my work...

I doesn't know why i decided to send Her a message. Thank for being nice at time. And love you. She reply that my dearest daughter in the Lord, love you dearly.. I feel so sweet and heart warming... Although in the morning was a bad day but i tink is nice of that..

12:51 AM!Y

I feel so lazy...

I wakes up in the morning about 10am i feel super tired.. As last night i did not sleep very late... I am to tire to continue my work.. As i had a tired day with m practise in church in the evening. My leader wasn't around. I am total lose. Hehee... Today i was suppose to go to school to hand in my Mc and also go down to the printing shop to print some notes. I went to down after taking a nag. That will about 1 plus. And i went to print after that. I went home straight.

I reach home i feel tired. So in my room watching tv and felt asleep.. As i feel that i getting lazy. I still got a lot of work to do. I wakes up at 7pm i went down collect my mum key and i went down to kerena Entertainment. I came home about 8 plus.. I watch tv till about 9 i start doing my work.. I start with 3D as i had not start at all. Although i am not sure what to do but i am trying to start. Hee... So i am still continue doing..

So sian.. I feel like giving up. As i only had a week time. How am i going to finish. I have no faith that i will able to complete.. People ask me trust in the lord. I feel a bit far away from god as i had some problem.. I won't write it on my blog.. Is some personal problem. As i feel that I am drawing away from god. I start to feel that. As with some problem... I tink i better not say it here... Let see how it goes then decide..

11:03 PM!Y

Is Love a strong words

I am wondering that is Love a very strong words to say to a friend. As i am suddenly thinking of that.. In school and also in church i always tell my dearest friends and sister that i treat I LOVE HER.. Hee.. As now i even in time i call my aunt i did say thay I care for her and ve her too.. Sometime she even gives me a hugz.

As i feel dunno how to start to tell my gamummy how i feel so i actally wrote on my blog and ask my dearest gamummy to read..After she read she did nt get upset with me but she encourages me.. I will try to do my best... I am thankful.. I wanna the say i cares for her and love you lot... Thank for being such great helper in my life..

11:27 PM!Y

I am in full of stress

Who can come and help me.. I am full of stress. I feel lose in doing my project.i need to hv a break.. i worry that i would nt able to finish my work on time. I really had that feeling of stopping school. I so worry if i stop my parent and relative will be very disappointed. As i am so sad... I am so worry.. what can i do.. Life is so miserable... I don't want to disappoint them.. And i am struggling.. I felt that i choose a wrong path in here.. Teach me what to do for the next step.. I am so sad... Who can understand.. Everytime i tell my leader that i want to give up she say i would able to make it... I doesn't see that.. I am so out of no where.. I am lose... Everytime she put in more hope in me i feel worst. Each time she tell me that i would able to make it i feel that 1 day i will really disappoint her. i feel so bad.. As she even pay for my project stuff i feel scare that i will disappoint her that i did not put in any effect. The pain is like nobody know.. I am so scare to be disappoint and also doesn't want to disappoint ppl who around me that cares for me... i am scare that i will disappoint her.. As she is so dearly to me..Sometime i even hope i could hug her tide and cry.. So every1 always tell me to press on... Or to preseverance... But i really can't take it anymore.. in time i really hope to kill myself. I am scare... i always worry abt my parent. As there are nt close.. Each day i am afraid if i die my parent fight no 1 can stop them. Ended i really don't know what should i do.. I feel so depress... I need some1 to help me... Who can really teach me what should i do?

11:01 PM!Y

Cook my own dinner

Today i wakes up late..So decided to cook my own dinner... I stay home for the whole day accept i went to marketing in the afternoon. I came back i stay whole day home to do my project.. Let see what i had cook.



Mee hoon , crispy chicken with seawead and Hot chocolate drink

Look at my delicious food.. Yummy..

11:03 PM!Y

Was my dance too... Hee.. I like to join my dance friend... There are very friendly.As sunday after be with my dance friend i went to join my leader to relax then after while her boyfriend here i went to meet faith and the galz...

A Toys'u'rs


Look at constance... So scary


Star Wars Vs Witch (constance & Faithiee)


Witchessssssssssss.. [Faith & Winson]


Brown hair gal look like 007


Wa... Superman wear skirt and had long hair.


Eeee.... Monster....


Look at Sharilyn became a monster...
With ugly teeth.

Look at both pretty fairy lady.


Or no.. All of us turn into a animal.
Accept Constance turn into a monster.
Heee.. No lah coz not enough face mask.

haha... faith head grow to horn..

Pig Devil..

Flooded with elmo

Look Sharilyn has a twin

Faith also got twin.Both of them got different character.

Haha.. trying to box herself. But 1 side got cut off.


oh.. faithiee head was cut off..

Both of them give birth to a fury Elmo..
Haha. it was a men of jokes.

All of us taking picture with the road
\show person in Vivo City.

All smiling sweetly

Charis..

Waa... So many mask for us to have fun


See all of us wear the pretty hats..

Look at me becoming Harry Potter.

10:30 PM!Y

10:12 PM!Y

Hee..As today is the make up lesson for external. We went to the teletabics lands.. R u wonder where is it..Haha.. Is the new shopping mall in singapore. That is Vivo City. The biggest shopping in town.. Haha.. So we had drawing there is so nice.. Let me upload some pic to show you.. You will sure while...
























Nice rite... Is so wonderful lor.. Maybe i day i should go down and take picture of myself with frenz.. haha... That will be so nice rite..

Okie.. After my class i meet portia as she is going to get me nice top for this sunday services performances. As she is very nice to me.. I feel so thankful.. She help alot in my studies. She company me all the way till i get my clothes... Thank you gamummy i love you forever...

11:28 PM!Y

Today is thursday. Is the day where it will cheer my day and also remind me tomorrow is friday. Is going to the end of the week. Wa So good men.. But tinkin in another side is bad. Where i did not do much mu work..Sian..

Ah.. Me when to hand in SA and had went to the library trying to do research. I tink i did not do much work. As time is short. I went to bring some picture and went to dance.. Before everyone reach i try to do a bit of work. So i did..While My jie is playing the guitar and i am doing my work. I think that is so great. It gives me mood to do work.

So today i was not well but i try to go for rehersal as this coming sunday we are going to dance. And i am nt very sure wit the step yet. Towards the end i was a bit wonder will all of us go to the stage but it was a bit disappointing.. That some of us is on the ground. Maybe we are not good enough lor.. Whatever.. Shld try harder the next round...

A bit of happy as i heard from Cass that i do better in dances but need to stand straight. Hee... That is so great. I shall practise more and get better each day.. haha... Wat a great day...

12:15 AM!Y

I was not able to concernate on my work yesterday. Has i feel super tired. It was because i am sick. And today was as bad as yesterday. I did not able to go school. I was having fever. And now i feel a little better.So i decided to do my work. As i had no more time.. I am going to hand in my finally project soon.. So better tired to do som work. As i am still a bit lose. Who can help me..

Oh.. Today i was a bit cheer up as i heard good news from msia. Although i was a bit sad not going to sch but i heard that my mama come back from taiwen. She since to look okie but she due to the long hour in the flight she still look tired. And now when she walk she needs a assistance beside. I continue pray for her that she will get well.. And hope God will continue to take care of her. Wat a good day to hear that..

11:27 AM!Y

I came back home after school.. Trying to look for a place where i could go print my work . Ended i could not find. Is okie then do it in school...

I am still worry for my mama's. Really wonder how is she now? Has she went back to msia already.. Is she still very weak? Has she asleep? I really beside worrying i can only pray for her and also hope that she get well soon... As i am also wonder how is my dearest aunt S.Keng's as she is now alone in msia. I tink she must be asleep or taking care of the dog. God please take care of both of them and also G.soon's uncle where he is in taiwen, hope that the treatment is fine.. God i know i can't be there wit them but you will... As i am now studying... So pls take care of both of them...

11:53 PM!Y

Since so long time did not update my blog.. As i i tink sch started i am very lazy and even since i come back from msia... I even feel more lazy.. As i went to msia on the 6 oct to 9 oct..

This preiod of time i went back i heard alot of bad news... And some family problem.. As i feel worst... Even seeing maid run away from home... So sad.. i tink this preiod of time my aunt sure very buz wit work and also cleaning up the house. As the house is so big... I can see that my aunt is upset with some of my other aunt at that point of time. Even she did not mension much.. As i am there i went to keep her company and hope she mingy with the relative frm singapore hope it will bring her day better. As i am there i spend time talking to her.. And also sharing part of my life in Lasalle...

i really got a good time with them.. As my mama's had not come back from taiwen.. She heard that we r there so she wanted to come back but due to her health she will not able to come back.. As i hope she is better now.. I am sure that god's is there taking care of her and the rest of them in msia.. I did a video and ask my aunt to show it to her when she is back.. Hope will cheer her up and also her health will be better.

Although when we coming back i had the feeling dun wan to come back.. I tink i am juz want to run away from school work. I am still back..Due to the day that i spend wit my aunty uncles and also a good time with my cousins. I hug them very tightly.. Especially i given sui pei's and sui wei's a huggie hug. I told them that when there are free they must come to singapore and visit me.

I am back but i look very moody. Is coz of alot of thing. I am moody.. As i am not sure how to express them but i decided not to talk and also dun really wan to share.As i tink my sisters in christ and also friends had notice that.. Give me some time i had to get over it.. I am sure i will be able to get over it. And everything will come to the end. However i know that thing happen i should not keep feeling that way, Even i am moody i still carry on and looking at the bright side of life.

I am looking forward to holiday.... I can't wait till them.. oh men...

1:17 AM!Y

7 Oct. - 8 Oct. 2006



Kar Hoe's wedding

Lay Tin's and Ah Yuch's



Zeying's and I


S. Hong New Home
[Karaok Room]

1:46 AM!Y

Hee... Today is sunday i feel so relax. And today is children's day. Haha... I am no longer a children. Hee... Anyway today i went to church. And today is celebrating family day for my church and for children there is a carinval in church. I was suppose to volunteer as a helper for the carinval. Ended i did not call May.

Later on Saturday night my sister ask me whether to go beach with them on sunday.So i told her to be confirm.

Today was happy in church. Pastor family show as her family magic. I enjoy the show. After service We went to have lunch in Tampines. We took a bus from there to go East coast.

I had a fun time with All the 3 beauty ladies that God had created. We seat in mac for a while with amy them and some of us play boards games. And after the game we decided to go to the beach. Enjoy the wind. We play the game that is with numbers. Is abit like manjong kind. Is so fun.. After awhile every1 is tired. So we thot of taking a nag.We seat round and sleep. Is so fun.. And relax.. I enjoy the time be with them. I always enjoy them in my life.. Thank God for them...

Hahaha... muz be wonder who are there rite? hehe.. That is Nancy, Cassendra , Linda and me...

6:40 AM!Y

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As i am bought into this minstry since 2006 March.This minstry is called Touch Dance Minstry. A new minstry and new friends that i make. Life has change in this new minstry. Has show me that i had more friend outside who i can hang out with. As this group of friend that i am close with had develop me to LOVE board game. I enjoy the time spending with them on thursday , saturday and also Sunday after church. We even had outing together. As we are the most ON group. Times to practise hard we will practise and time to have fun we will have fun together. As now i learn to love them more. And is the time that i always looking forward too. I love you Touch Dance. As Touch Dance is a place for me to dance without fear. I love you..

I trust that god is always here taking care of all thing… I pray that God will bless team C and D enjoy every single of the member around… Do continue walk close with god… And be a Gods’ worshipper and Jesus Warrior!! To ask BIG , Look FAR and Pray hard. As this year goals for me is to be a warrior of Light and train well for my technical skill for dance.

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