Who can come and help me.. I am full of stress. I feel lose in doing my project.i need to hv a break.. i worry that i would nt able to finish my work on time. I really had that feeling of stopping school. I so worry if i stop my parent and relative will be very disappointed. As i am so sad... I am so worry.. what can i do.. Life is so miserable... I don't want to disappoint them.. And i am struggling.. I felt that i choose a wrong path in here.. Teach me what to do for the next step.. I am so sad... Who can understand.. Everytime i tell my leader that i want to give up she say i would able to make it... I doesn't see that.. I am so out of no where.. I am lose... Everytime she put in more hope in me i feel worst. Each time she tell me that i would able to make it i feel that 1 day i will really disappoint her. i feel so bad.. As she even pay for my project stuff i feel scare that i will disappoint her that i did not put in any effect. The pain is like nobody know.. I am so scare to be disappoint and also doesn't want to disappoint ppl who around me that cares for me... i am scare that i will disappoint her.. As she is so dearly to me..Sometime i even hope i could hug her tide and cry.. So every1 always tell me to press on... Or to preseverance... But i really can't take it anymore.. in time i really hope to kill myself. I am scare... i always worry abt my parent. As there are nt close.. Each day i am afraid if i die my parent fight no 1 can stop them. Ended i really don't know what should i do.. I feel so depress... I need some1 to help me... Who can really teach me what shouldi do?
dance seeker Appoint the Lord
Fynn
God's worshipper Jesus' warrior
dance ministry
As i am bought into this minstry since 2006 March.This minstry is called Touch Dance Minstry. A new minstry and new friends that i make. Life has change in this new minstry. Has show me that i had more friend outside who i
can hang out with. As this group of friend that i am close with had develop me to LOVE board game. I enjoy the time spending with them on thursday , saturday and also Sunday after church. We even had outing together. As we are the
most ON group. Times to practise hard we will practise and time to have fun we will have fun together. As now i learn to love them more. And is the time that i always looking forward too. I love you Touch Dance. As Touch Dance is
a place for me to dance without fear. I love you..
encouragements
I trust that god is always here taking care of all thing… I pray that God will bless team C and D enjoy every single of the member around… Do continue walk close with god… And be a Gods’ worshipper and Jesus Warrior!!
Goals
To ask BIG , Look FAR and Pray hard. As this year goals for me is to be a warrior of Light and train well for my technical skill for dance.
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