I could not wakes up in the morning as the night before i sleep super late. I feel very tired in church services but trying hard to concernate and praising the lord i try to be feel with desire again. Through out the week i had use up my desire in doing project. Although i am not confident that i would able to finish. I would hope i could finish them. So working super hard each day to do the work. I am Most worry of my 3D i tink..
Don't want talk about that. As i need to go back to do work. Today my dearest sister was nt in services. Today i decided to join my cell. I was happy that i could go church. After service hoping we could go to bugis and had lunch as i also want to get some stuff... My leader say that they want to go Simei for lunch but was nt very happy with the deisicion makes. So i ask whether can we go to some other place for lunch. She say that she doesn't know why i dislike go there and eat. As i tink that everytime we go there. What i wanna eat also dun hv.. And i felt the food there is not nice.. I am sick and tired with the food there. She ask me this question that even i don't like can't i just follow the cell. I feel was nt the cell. She wanna follow the guys group that all. As that what i tink.
Like to day i eat mix rice. The rice is to sticky and the veg got funny taste and the sour fish got the curry taste. Is so aweful. Yekki... \
So she say is either i go or i don't. I really don't feel like going. She did not say anything much and she went to queue for the bus.. I am like blur blur standing there. That point of time she did not really cares about me anymore. So i feel super hurt...I thot she is no longer like last time. So decided to give her a call and ask her where is she, and thot of telling her that i go back for lunch.. I was upset and doesn't sure whether shld i tell her that. So i juz went over. We went there for lunch...
Actually the true is that my mum had cook lunch at home. Wanted me to ask my leader over for lunch. I just did not dare to tell her. As she is angry and I am upset. So i keep very quiet. I walk over did not even think of talking to her. So i talk to Hannah but ignore her for awhile. While in the coffee shop she talks to me and in sudden i felt my anger towards her is like gone. I could just talk to her.. Sometime i felt i am to soft hearted... Doesn't know whether is good or bad.
So after lunch she went to harbourfront with me and check my work to give me more idea what i should do for my project. After checking she went home and i went home to get some stuff and went down to the printing shop. After get what i wanna get i went back. I took a rest and eat what ever my mother had cook. At 7.30pm i went to meet Tracy and had company her for dinner. After that i came home and do my work...
I doesn't know why i decided to send Her a message. Thank for being nice at time. And love you. She reply that my dearest daughter in the Lord, love you dearly.. I feel so sweet and heart warming... Although in the morning was a bad day but i tink is nice of that..
dance seeker Appoint the Lord
Fynn
God's worshipper Jesus' warrior
dance ministry
As i am bought into this minstry since 2006 March.This minstry is called Touch Dance Minstry. A new minstry and new friends that i make. Life has change in this new minstry. Has show me that i had more friend outside who i
can hang out with. As this group of friend that i am close with had develop me to LOVE board game. I enjoy the time spending with them on thursday , saturday and also Sunday after church. We even had outing together. As we are the
most ON group. Times to practise hard we will practise and time to have fun we will have fun together. As now i learn to love them more. And is the time that i always looking forward too. I love you Touch Dance. As Touch Dance is
a place for me to dance without fear. I love you..
encouragements
I trust that god is always here taking care of all thing… I pray that God will bless team C and D enjoy every single of the member around… Do continue walk close with god… And be a Gods’ worshipper and Jesus Warrior!!
Goals
To ask BIG , Look FAR and Pray hard. As this year goals for me is to be a warrior of Light and train well for my technical skill for dance.
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