Today i went to work.. In the morning i sudden feel upset. wit some little thing.. And now i feel worst. As i feel more sad wit my aunt.. And some other thing. As i think is time to be alone for awhile. I feel far away from everyone.. Even the people i cares alot of me i feel so different.. Maybe is good to be alone...i'm really lose..
Now i even feel i am far away from classmates.. As i use to be very close with my secondary and also my primary sch friend. Now i felt i start not to understand them. As maybe i am losing something in life. The day that i count i feel more upset. As is closes to the day that my grandmother had pass away. As i never ever able to put it down. Is only her who can gives me 101% of love and even attention.. I MISS HER... No one can replace her in my life.. Although i had pray and try to put it down i feel hard.. Who understand.. People will just say god do and also there.. I don't tink so.. In my life nothing can replace that.. Sometime i even hope she would able to come back to me. I know that would not happen and also i even had the thought that my grandmother is not dead. Is the fire that burn her to death.. That not true as she is already gone and is with the lord. she die on the 27 November 2001..I know that time i cry for month.
I really hope that the person i cares will not treat me differently. This year is the most difficult year to gone through. As alot of thing happen in my family and life. I need to rebuke every single of them. As recently i hear from my cousin about her health i feel even sad. As i loves her alot. She is very close to me. If really hope that i dare and also giving her a hug and a kiss.. As she will be in singapore...
dance seeker Appoint the Lord
Fynn
God's worshipper Jesus' warrior
dance ministry
As i am bought into this minstry since 2006 March.This minstry is called Touch Dance Minstry. A new minstry and new friends that i make. Life has change in this new minstry. Has show me that i had more friend outside who i
can hang out with. As this group of friend that i am close with had develop me to LOVE board game. I enjoy the time spending with them on thursday , saturday and also Sunday after church. We even had outing together. As we are the
most ON group. Times to practise hard we will practise and time to have fun we will have fun together. As now i learn to love them more. And is the time that i always looking forward too. I love you Touch Dance. As Touch Dance is
a place for me to dance without fear. I love you..
encouragements
I trust that god is always here taking care of all thing… I pray that God will bless team C and D enjoy every single of the member around… Do continue walk close with god… And be a Gods’ worshipper and Jesus Warrior!!
Goals
To ask BIG , Look FAR and Pray hard. As this year goals for me is to be a warrior of Light and train well for my technical skill for dance.
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