We went for 2 session to visit her.

Today we will given a treat by sui pei mother. We had Ba Kut tay and went back to Lay Tin house and get some of our bags. We went to Mama house after that.

As there is a group went in the afternoon to see mama.. The group that goes in the afternoon was Auntie S . Keng , Auntie susan and my godmother family. After visiting her they came back..

The rest of them will stay at home.. Playing manjong i was talking to some of the auntie.. The group when to visit mama in the afternoon came home. Auntie Lay Choo went to buy lunch for us. I does not want to eat. Auntie S . Keng ask me eat a bit. So i eat a bit.. Heehee.. After eating we got red bean soup... Hee... About 5pm sui pei came over and look for me. She pass me my christmas present. Awhile we had to go to the hospital. The group that goes in the afternoon did not go in the evening. She is looking even better...

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The person who stay oppsite of mama... Pass away.. So mama heard the bi sound she felt frighten and close her eyes.. She start crying... I really hope i would able to go in.. All the auntie and uncle had to go in first.

Everyone told her no lah.. By the time auntie S. Hong went in the person opposite her had been rape. The indian family even crying very loudly.. As she feel more frighten. Mama shut her house. When i go in... I go in by the side hope that mama would not able to see.. When i went in there push the metal case in... Mama was okie.. After awhile.. When there open the metal case mama shut her eyes again.. Tears round down from her eyes.When there push the dead body away mama open her eyes. Ans point there and show and tell me that the person who stay opposite had pass away.

I told mama not to worry. As she will be all right. She had pass the danger stage. She will be well. She will be changing to normal ward soon. As auntie S. Hong told her that meiying and relative from singapore come and wish her good health... So she should be happy. I can feel that she is very frighten. I hope it would not affact her health. As i am so worry. About 8 we ask her to sleep. I pray that there is peace appoint her. So she could rest well. And be out of the CCU as soon as possible. As i am sure she want to leave a feel more year. As she is very scare to stay in the hospital.

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We went dinner after that. In the dinner there mention what happen to the rest. And we all reach there very early.. Everyone reach there and zenni the kids are not here. So auntie Lay Tin was angry. So there call them not to come. All the rest of the auntie ask them to come. Ended alot of problem. Through out the dinner auntie Lay Tiin does not look happy at all.. So keep scolding her kids. She in the toilet told auntie S. Keng what happen. Ending of the dinner auntie Lay Tin does not look happy and left first. So everyone actually plan to go to back mama house and play manjong till morning. Ended decided to go home. So the rest of us went decided to go to Auntie S. Hong house for countdown.

So went to Shin yee house. Ah seng uncle fallen asleep in the car. So we went there and let Ah hao and Ah beng kor kor to take a look and went back to mama house.

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We will chit chatting in the car and say before we reach mama house we might had to countdown in the car... We reach mama house still had another half and hour before new year. So we will chit chating. Awhile we seat around and chat. The first thing me and shin yee run out of the house and talk waiting for the fire cracker. Haha.. while counting 10 , 9 , 8 , 7 , 6 , 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1 the fire cracker shoot up the sky. Was so beautiful... Then we wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

As i think all my auntie know that i would be having new year party in singapore and beacause i miss it. They company me and celebrate it with me.. Haha.. I feel so great to celebrate with them. This year i could not celebrate christmas with them. Coz of making me happy there enjoy it with me. Auntie S. Keng was very tired. But to company me.. Haha.. abt 12.30am she ask me to go up and sleep i dare not reject her ask i went up..

So while before we sleep she ask me about mama.. So i told her what happen. I can see that there is a sour feeling in her heart. As even she did not say anything much. She just hope that what ever happen will not affact mama... I also feel so sorry and given her a hug. And say good night... I Love her too...

12:08 AM!Y

We decided to go visit Mama in the evening

In the morning auntie call and say that we will be having breakfast together with the mama family. As we went to had dim sum in one of the restaurant. Was a treat by Auntie S.Hong husband. We reach there very early. And we seated there waiting for them. As awhile everyonr can't wait anymore while my mum decided to order food some of them reach. hehe... As all of us had breakfast together.. I was waiting to see shin yee and also auntie S.Keng. While i respect everyone so i greet everyone. Then when i saw auntie S.Keng i greet her then i does not know what should i say? I keep quiet and listen to the rest. As i keep smiling and feel a bit shy..

After dim sum we went to mama house. Eveyone will looking at the Jade. I seated at the chair and feel like sleeping. After awhile auntie S.Keng told me that she is going to listen to some talk. At her friends house. IC... heee.. Then not long when she is going to leave the house soon she ask me whether i want to go with her. Not long she tink about it. She say i look tired so stay at her house better. I say ok.. Not long she went to her room and come down she asked me to go with her. I smile and say i am fine with anything. As i know she love me alot. She want to hear and see. So maybe i will be the distrbuildter. haha.. So i went. I was a bit shy at first. She is very nice to be my side most of the time and keep me company. She explain to me and ask me to ask my dad to take some of the suppliment. Some of the people even thought that i am her daughter. Some people say we look alike. I smile and she reply them as she is not marry.. hee.. She say she is from singapore and she is my nieces.

Everyone was like a bit suprise that i would company her. I am not sure about whether should i join. As is the Usana talk.. Hee.. End of the talk her friend ask me whether i want to join i say let me think about it. I would let my aunt know if she want to join. So after that her friend jokes with her that if she join will come under her friend. My aunt was like what. I bring her here. And if she join should come under my aunt. As i smile and say of course if i join will come under my aunt. As i am much more easy to complicate with my aunt..

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After the talk auntie drive me to Kuala Lumper. Was very near midValley.So she say we should grad some food at Mid Valley before we go hospital. I asked do we still have time. I am okie with anything. She say yeah.. On our way we lose our way. By the time we think we should just go to the hosptial and grad some drink. As we reach some of them will already there. And when we decided to go down and grad a drink auntie S.Bee and S.Hong had bring porridage for us.so we had our porridage. After visiting mama she look a bit better. we left there at 8.30pm.. They decided to go auntie Lay Tin house there for some dessert. After dessert there say there will go back to her house and chit chat. So some of them thought that we will be going over to their place. So there follow. And most of them went back home. Heehee.. Auntie S.Keng went over lei then my aunt them came over and say there are not coming anymore. So she ask us we don't want to go over to her house and stay ma? Our reply was that we go over tomorrow. Hahaha... Some she say up to us..

Auntie Lay Tin ask them to come over for breakfast. As my ah khim in msia is going to give us a treat. A treat of but kut tay.. Ask them whether want to join us. If join us had to be there by 8.30am... hee.. Her reply was so early... I am happy... As i told myself not to tink too much. Trust in the lord that mama will be well... I keep praying. i was too tired i went up and fallen asleep..

12:56 AM!Y

We decided to go visit Mama in the evening

In the morning auntie call and say that we will be having breakfast together with the mama family. As we went to had dim sum in one of the restaurant. Was a treat by Auntie S.Hong husband. We reach there very early. And we seated there waiting for them. As awhile everyonr can't wait anymore while my mum decided to order food some of them reach. hehe... As all of us had breakfast together.. I was waiting to see shin yee and also auntie S.Keng. While i respect everyone so i greet everyone. Then when i saw auntie S.Keng i greet her then i does not know what should i say? I keep quiet and listen to the rest. As i keep smiling and feel a bit shy..

After dim sum we went to mama house. Eveyone will looking at the Jade. I seated at the chair and feel like sleeping. After awhile auntie S.Keng told me that she is going to listen to some talk. At her friends house. IC... heee.. Then not long when she is going to leave the house soon she ask me whether i want to go with her. Not long she tink about it. She say i look tired so stay at her house better. I say ok.. Not long she went to her room and come down she asked me to go with her. I smile and say i am fine with anything. As i know she love me alot. She want to hear and see. So maybe i will be the distrbuildter. haha.. So i went. I was a bit shy at first. She is very nice to be my side most of the time and keep me company. She explain to me and ask me to ask my dad to take some of the suppliment. Some of the people even thought that i am her daughter. Some people say we look alike. I smile and she reply them as she is not marry.. hee.. She say she is from singapore and she is my nieces.

Everyone was like a bit suprise that i would company her. I am not sure about whether should i join. As is the Usana talk.. Hee.. End of the talk her friend ask me whether i want to join i say let me think about it. I would let my aunt know if she want to join. So after that her friend jokes with her that if she join will come under her friend. My aunt was like what. I bring her here. And if she join should come under my aunt. As i smile and say of course if i join will come under my aunt. As i am much more easy to complicate with my aunt..

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After the talk auntie drive me to Kuala Lumper. Was very near midValley.So she say we should grad some food at Mid Valley before we go hospital. I asked do we still have time. I am okie with anything. She say yeah.. On our way we lose our way. By the time we think we should just go to the hosptial and grad some drink. As we reach some of them will already there. And when we decided to go down and grad a drink auntie S.Bee and S.Hong had bring porridage for us.so we had our porridage. After visiting mama she look a bit better. we left there at 8.30pm.. They decided to go auntie Lay Tin house there for some dessert. After dessert there say there will go back to her house and chit chat. So some of them thought that we will be going over to their place. So there follow. And most of them went back home. Heehee.. Auntie S.Keng went over lei then my aunt them came over and say there are not coming anymore. So she ask us we don't want to go over to her house and stay ma? Our reply was that we go over tomorrow. Hahaha... Some she say up to us..

Auntie Lay Tin ask them to come over for breakfast. As my ah khim in msia is going to give us a treat. A treat of but kut tay.. Ask them whether want to join us. If join us had to be there by 8.30am... hee.. Her reply was so early... I am happy... As i told myself not to tink too much. Trust in the lord that mama will be well... I keep praying. i was too tired i went up and fallen asleep..

12:56 AM!Y

Reach there the first morning

All of us reach there midnight on 28 December 2006.We went to auntie Lay Tin house and sleep. Auntie susan and susie sleep at Zenni room with her. Yi boy room was poh chai uncle and his wife. Auntie room was onli my godmother , auntie and the son. Hahaha... I think the most people in auntie Lay Tin room.. We are so happy to sleep together. Hehehe... As my mum , Auntie Jean , Uncle Jimmy , Ah yung uncle Auntie Lay Tin , Yi boy and me sleep in auntie Lay Tin room.haha..

We wake up in the morning went for breakfast and we go down to the hospital directly. As i went the first day to visit mama.. Her whole body is still swallon. As all the auntie went in and see. They say she look rosie.. I went in the first thing i felt was not.. She is actually swallon that why her face look red. hehe.. Once i see her with so many tub that pop into her i feel so sad and burst out and cry.. i feel so heart crack. I came out of the CCU with tears.. I feel even more worst to see her. As i feel so sad... I am crying... Non stop.. I decide to pray and message friend in singapore and pray with me. I am so sad. I could not stop crying. As i does not want her to see i am crying so i had to be strong. All my friend was encouraging me.. I start to be still apoint the lord and pray..

12:03 PM!Y

Taking the coach today to Msia

Sui Wei brother is here with us. He came here to apply for job. As today we are taking the night coach back malaysia. As we decided to go visit my mama... All of us go back with hope to see her get well. So we took the coach at 5pm.

Before i went to take my coach i actually went back to work to settle some stuff before i left to malaysia. My mind is always full of worry..

12:00 PM!Y

Merry Xmas!! Back Christmas...

Today i wakes up in the morning very happily.. As i thot it will be a day of joys...In the afternoon my mum pick up a call. From malaysia..It does not sound right. Then i heard from my mother that say Auntie Lay Tin called from malaysia. Said that Mama went into hospitalize again. I was like huh what? Why does she need to enter hosptial. She said that her whole body was swallon and also could not breath. Does not sound good. So i was upset and i run into my room. I start crying and call my dear leader.I told her what happen and she encourage me ask me to pray. My mum inform my other auntie. They decided to go malaysia while everything is settle.. They say will only be able to go only tomorrow. As i call my boss to apply left. I was so worry. I could not able to eat and feel very sad.

What a bad gift that i had for christmas. As i keep crying. I feel so worry and does not hope to lose my LOVE one. As i treat her not only my grandaunt but instead of the other granny of mind and also mama... She love me alot. I also love her alot. I really pray hard that she would be well soon...

God I pray that you will take care of her and also allow her to get well soon. I love her.. Even she is in danger in CCU.. I need you to come and take care of her. Lord do be with her and my family member in malaysia. I know everyone is really busy taking care of her. Do strengthen my family with strength and hope. Pray that you are there looking after every single person. As my whole family are going to rush back home to be with the family.. Pray all this in the name of the father amen...

1:27 PM!Y

24 December.. Merry Xmas and Happy birthday today babies!!

I want wish all my friend who had born today. As i am sure it was a special day to some of them. I think the feeling to born in the same day with Jesus was great. I want to wish your Happy birthday and the rest Merry Xmas.. Special to Auntie Jilvia, Gina, my cousin Yi Xin and Ai Xin...

Today was the celebration service.. Last night i could not sleep well.As i am so excited about today. I am so rejoices.. To worship Jesus. As we did well for English and Chinese platform. Pastor came in to the changing room and told us that we did very well... Added extra 50% to the dance... COol.. All of us rejoices.. Thank god for everything.

In the night i had dinner with chelie, Tracy, carl and one of the other friend. Hee.. After dinner we went to meet my cell for count down. We will in Orchard. Orchard was very crowned. One of my friend he has lose his phone. Someone had put his hand in his pocket and stolen his phone. So the rest of us was very careful about it. After count down the rest went out. I was suppose to go home. Halfway when one of the friend give me a lift ask me that there are going to Christin house to have a small gethering whether i want to go. I say okie.. So i join them until 3plus. This friendly friend given me a lift home.. Hee... Cool...

1:47 PM!Y

Training.. For Xmas Celebration Services...

Hee... Today we will practising for the song that we are going to perform on sunday. They recast the people for dancing. So there told me that i will not be cast for this time. I was okie. hee.. At least i am still dancing for Joy to the world. I enjoy the step. So i will not be dancing for King of majesty.. Hee.. Anyway my line work and i could not catch up with the dance. As that when Kelvin told ask that from next yr on we will have trainning to built up our line work and everything. I was telling myself haha.. I will give myself time to learn. That is another year if i still can't make it then maybe my gift is not there. As that what i feel about. Hee.. So i hope i could do well and carry on...

1:25 PM!Y

..Look at my two darling making their own shoe..


White Shoes..


Paint...


Material that we have..


My sweet girl (Kerena) is painting her own shoe


My princess (Amelyn) is painting her shoe with her favourite colour(Purple)


So seriously painting her shoe..


They are cousin..


This is a few week ago the saturday we spend our time at Kerena Entertainment doing painting. We painting our own shoes.We spend a good time painting...

7:16 PM!Y

So Cool

As today my sister in christ advice me what shoud i do? As i am not sure whether that God is it sending people to tell me is time for me to ministry to anothe church or cell. As i am confuss by some of my friend. When i had a way out but i am not sure whether what i wanna do is it right. So i continue to seek the lord. He is good. He know that i am in trouble so he had send a nice friend who has concern of me. That is Cass. Heehee.. She ask me what did i mean that i put on my msn that "Whether should i change cell or church" means.. So i smile and say hee.. Thinking of changing. She ask me is because of some problem ma? I say yea. So i told her what happen.

She say she don't believe in changing cell and church. So she told me i should seek the lord but not friend. And unless is God calling.She think that i should not run away but talk to my leader. And i even told her that i am not close to my cell. She told me she is not close to her G12 group too.. As for this had to be build up. What she say make me think what ever i tink is right. As i tink i shld talk to my leader. I told her that people think i am not growing this church or cell. Her reply was that is all depend on us how much does we want to grow more like him.

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As now i felt that i just join my dance minstry. I like my dance Minstry, Cell, Church service and friend in church. I does not feel right to just leave like that. When i heard friend tell me to leave my church i had the intend too and also does not feel right. As i feel there is something that i treasure alot. And there is something that i can't let it go. So i did not feel that feel that i should leave.

There is another thing i want to say I always Love people in dance and my leader.

6:33 AM!Y

Where should i go?

As i am now in this group.. My jie jie is saying i should leave cell as... so many year she felt that i am not growing in FC... I am seeking the lord where should i go? GMC or Citivison.. As today i feel so sad... i tink i have no faith in my cell.. I hope god can due with me... I am thinking of not going to be baptise now and in FC... I had not faith in myself. I am going to bring a closure to it.. As now i am going to pray and wait for god answer.I still want to thank god for my life and everything in me... I love jesus... I love my dance sister too..

And I want to be baptise is not just delicate to public i am christ but i want to share the joy of the lord. And i know that god die for my sin and he wash away my sin... I am the child of god... I AM THE CHILD OF GOD>>> Amen... I love him...

11:49 PM!Y

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As i am bought into this minstry since 2006 March.This minstry is called Touch Dance Minstry. A new minstry and new friends that i make. Life has change in this new minstry. Has show me that i had more friend outside who i can hang out with. As this group of friend that i am close with had develop me to LOVE board game. I enjoy the time spending with them on thursday , saturday and also Sunday after church. We even had outing together. As we are the most ON group. Times to practise hard we will practise and time to have fun we will have fun together. As now i learn to love them more. And is the time that i always looking forward too. I love you Touch Dance. As Touch Dance is a place for me to dance without fear. I love you..

I trust that god is always here taking care of all thing… I pray that God will bless team C and D enjoy every single of the member around… Do continue walk close with god… And be a Gods’ worshipper and Jesus Warrior!! To ask BIG , Look FAR and Pray hard. As this year goals for me is to be a warrior of Light and train well for my technical skill for dance.

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