Hi.. So long did not update my blogs. After handing all my project till now i had been really resting and also looking out for a job. Resting for sometime and now i am still having very bad cough. I am tires... Today i actually really did not do much thing but sleeping the whole day. I does not know why that i feel so tired.
Anyway yesterday i receive my feedback for my portfolio i cried badly in dance. Was nice to have all nice sister to come and encourage me. Hee.. They are the best sister that i have, I love you sister. Cass, Linda, Carol and Poh Yen.
So now i will leave everything to God. To uphold everything. I hope thing would change. As Carol sis say that see God had lay this path for you. In his plan he will do everything good for you too. I feel so encourage so i stop crying. Then Cass offer me tibits to cheer myself up.
Dance started not long. We open in prayer then we start practising. I did not do well in the practise so i was not selected to dance for this sunday plateform. Is ok.. Haha.. Is my faulth that i did not practise and cannot remember the step. So i should not be angry. Just do it well for the next one that coming up.
Kelvin's say that she had alreadi selected someone and invited the new dancer to join in to the year end bazz. I was not selected. Although i do hope to be invited to dance. I know that my skill is not that yet. I hope i could but anyone had to practise very hard. He did mention he will open the worship song to us. Anyway.. I do hope to join.
Since been so long in dance. I do not really see me improving. I am not sure how to improve. Although people will telling me to join outside class. I do not able to afford to pay classes. So beside that i onli can learn on every thursday. I do not sure how come i do not understand what is really line work. Though out this year i had been trying to follow the senior in their line work. I try to pose like them but i do not see the different. I could not find my mistake. I also try alot but i do get there.
Sometime i am doubting am i having that gift to dance. I do had the passion but does i had the gift. Sometime i do think they wanna make me happy by telling me that i am alreadi there. I do well but i don't think so. Toward the end of the year. I really should think what is my aim serving in dance minstry. What is the goal and aim. So i could prepare myself for next year.
The assignment is getting nearer. Is alreadi next week. but i am not sure with the step in dance. hey.... Sad... men... I hope to do well. Hoping but not doing anything does not help. How can i remember the dance step. Oh men, I practise the dance i could not get the line work and step right. hey... I got to really jia you..
